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love is something that’s not easily explained.. no one words can express it, and no one person feels the same about it. It’s waking up in the morning, wanting to be with that person, and going to bed feeling the same way..  it’s knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with him, and it’s a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will never be taken away.  it’s crying every night when the one you love doesn’t love you back..  it’s feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But just to hear those three little words come from his mouth and actually know he means it. that’s the best feeling in the world to know that someone loves you and want to be with you forever..  love is hard to find, and even harder to keep. It takes time and effort to keep it going.

But you don’t mind coz you would do anything in the world to keep it, it’s knowing that when you come home, you’ll have someone to share your day with. It’s the last conversation of the night before you fall asleep. He’s the first one you want when you wake up. The only thing that on your mind all day everyday… It’s knowing that someone’s always there for you to cry on. Someone always there for you to talk about anything, and no one judge you for that.

It’s the person you feel the most comfortable within the world and to know that you have that… that you share that special bond with one another person. That’s the best feeling in the world but when you lose that feeling, when you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you, it seems like life has no purpose, no point at all. You feel like you could just curl up and die, that nothing or no one else matters to you.. and the only thing that you’ve ever wanted is now gone, and you’ll do anything to get him back, because he worth it.   You’ll try and try until one day you realize that things will never be the same again. Your love is still there deep inside of you, so you try your best to just be friends. And it works for a while.    But the feelings are still there, and no matter how hard you try, friend will never be good enough. So you want to forget ’bout him, but that’s even harder. There are too many memories, too many good times to just forget.

And no matter what you do, he’s always there. Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go, every song you hear, every guy you see, reminds you of him. And you hope someday you’ll back together. But until then, there’s nothing you can do but sit and cry to go through that pain. when he talks about another girl he likes or how good his life is going and that pain breaks your heart day after day, tear after tear. Until you have no more tears to cry. Until you just get used to that hole in your heart won’t go away. that pain that never leaves you, that lonely feeling that stays with you forever. And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare. And you know that… =(

{source: i forgot, but a situs from internet}

{dedicated to someone who i really want to spend my life with..}